Two years ago I was put on Semaglutide (Wegovy specifically) for weight loss. At the time I weighed 260 pounds at 5’9; I believe I even made a thread about it here. Anyway I’m now down to 160 pounds (and on Tirzepatide in the form of Zepbound), which according to my endocrinologist is the best result he’s ever seen. This has been a fantastic boon for my mental health. I got a lower body lift to remove some loose skin and have never felt better about how I look.
Unfortunately a couple issues have come up:
The entire time I have lost weight I did not exercise. I used to be a pretty solid lifter with a competitive total, and taking so much time off has left me with a ton of anxiety about going back. I’m stuck in the “I’ll start tomorrow” loop, as well as a perfectionist mindset telling me when I finally do start I have to do it exactly right. This has been an incredibly difficult hurdle, more so than I ever expected.
I’m worried about what my strength level is going to be at this new body weight. I have this irrational fear that I’m going to run into the old crew I lifted with and they’ll see me unable to lift the bar, or that losing all this weight is going to make lifting feel totally different than it used to. This has been a surprisingly solid wall gating me from simply going to the gym. I know it’s irrational but I feel an actual mental block in my mind preventing me from going back.
Another issue is I barely eat now. I usually have one meal a day and it’s often not nutritious at all. Because of my changed relationship with food I don’t really think about it ever, and when I do eat it’s usually to get it over with, as if it’s an inconvenience. The medication has aided me greatly but it wasn’t without its negative side effects. My endocrinologist wants me to lose a little more weight to create a “buffer” zone where we can start lowering the medication to see what dose is correct for me now. I think this is a good idea but it’s a long term experiment, and I know I need to make changes now.
Finally, my energy levels are absolutely awful. I have always been a low energy type, but now I feel exhausted all the time. I had a sleep study post weight loss that showed no issues, and my psychiatrist put me on Adderall for excessive daytime sleepiness. Unfortunately, it didn’t seem to work and actually has the opposite effect at times. I’m sure getting my body moving and eating more food would help, but like I said I’ve always been low energy even when I was at my fittest.
Some other quick possibly pertinent details:
- I got off TRT entirely and my levels have returned to normal.
- Blood work has shown no abnormalities.
- Overall I feel “healthier” even with the exhaustion.
- I’m turning 39 this year and am a very late bloomer in life. I’m just now getting my education and career under control. I’m working on a BS and eventually an MS with the goal of teaching at the community college I currently work for as an IT apprentice.
I have been following BBM for half a decade now I believe and have an incredible amount of respect for your wisdom, so I figured I’d throw this thread out on the forum to see what I could glean from your insight.
I truly appreciate your time and dedication.
Thank you.