Hi!
I’m Jonas and this is my training log. I guess I started one so I could be held accountable to something.
Training background: I used to be a sedentary gamer and grossly overweight until one day I decided to just turn a corner. I joined an MMA class a friend’s behest and enjoyed a 37 kg weight drop in a year, from 121 to 84 kilograms. Yet I was still a bit pudgy round the middle and my back started giving me trouble, leading me into strength training
I did the SS novice progression the best of my abilities (with rows instead of power cleans just to be that guy) with middling results. I ended up with (for a set of 5) 120 kg on the squat, 70 kg bench press, 47,5 kg overhead press and 135 kg deadlift. This crushed my spirits immensely as my impression was that anything below a 400 pound squat meant total failure
I moved my misinformed self on to 5/3/1 and a milk heavy diet which of course led nowhere, except for a few cool amrap gimmicks like a 100 kg squat for a set of 20, a deadlift set of 105 kg for a set of 24. But it did nothing for my top end strength. I was back to 100+ kgs bodyweight, not “strong”, not jacked, demoralized with only comfort that at least I’m not AS fat as before.
A back “injury” in MMA led me to take a prolonged break from all training, which I know now was just dumb. After a while I decided to get back wholeheartedly into getting stronger and tried to redo a bunch of linear programs but my perceived back pain seemingly always got in the way of getting anywhere. As soon as I was getting to 100 kg and above in the squat all progress just grinded to halt and I deloaded as per usual and tried to work my way up only to have to deload at an earlier spot. Stubbornly I refused to give up these low volume linear programs as I constantly told myself that I need to do LP and get to x weight on the squat and x on deadlift in order to be able to progress to anywhere else.
So I stumbled onto Barbell Medicine and onto this site, read a bunch and saw an inspirational quote from Jordan that made the lightbulb go off (paraphrased “If linear progression doesn’t work for you, why do you keep doing it?”). Such an easy conclusion I could and should have gotten to by myself.
So I’m going walk across the Bridge and see where it takes me. The weights on these exercises are going to be laughable to some and I’m not going to act like putting my weakness out there doesn’t hurt the ego. But if getting married have gotten me to finally have confidence to be able to film my fat self without being disgusted I guess this will be fine.
EDIT:
I guess I forgot basic stats
Male
Swedish
37 y/o
191 cm / 6’3"
ca 110 kg at the start of The Bridge.